Here comes the sun.
Though I dare not speak of it.
So I cannot or… I haven’t been able to speak of it.

But my insides are expanding a mile a minute and have been doing so for weeks and weeks now. I’ve wanted to say something. Anything. But not here. No more exposition about aspects of a frame of thought that doesn’t matter anymore. What matters is what I’m living and feeling.

I wondered if it could ever be like this.

It is.